What I believe.

  I firmly believe that what I want will come to me at a better opportunity in a better time, even if it does not happen at the time I want.

1. I had fallen more than three times to the test of being a middle and high school teacher. I was very disappointed with the result and always worried about my future. I had pretty hard time in  my twenties.

I taught my students English or my major history in institute, but I have never been satisfied with it.

In a year when I was working at the institute, I had the opportunity to become an elementary school teacher. I had to transfer to the college of education for becoming elementary school teacher, which means it would take 2 more years to get the chance to take test of being a elementary school teacher. Because license doesn't mean the profession itself.

It took me three years to graduate and pass the exam, and I've been working as an elementary school teacher for over ten years.

I am always grateful for my difficult twenties. Without it, I would have considered quitting the job more often, whenever I run into some difficulties and have never appreciate what I do now, and it eventually would end up with miserable life.

More over I don't think I would be able to deal with middle, high school students these days. I have a kind of gentle personality, and do not have a strong charisma enough to handle students. If I had passed the former exam, I am pretty sure that I would not have been as happy as I am.

One thing I have to keep in mind is I have to keep trying to get the opportunity when it comes to me.